The body is our temple. Life energy resides in it, regardless of gender. This vital energy bubbles up every day and is subjected to our thoughts, feelings, being while living. With energy, we are each able to create.

I believe that the entry of a child into a relationship between two people is a gift from God .

I am not ashamed to say that it is a gift from God, because in my opinion, instilling a new life energy is something so complicated... From looking at the edges of it, which seems simple, but still, from my point of view, complex. of course opinions are still divided. Others, when applying for a child, pay attention to experience and lifestyle, others - health and physical fitness. Someone else is convinced that everything is written in fate... I will not be the one who agrees with someone or I don't agree, but I think that Woman and Man have been given an invaluable gift in this life - to be young for the creators of life . And I will use the word creators , because in Latvian they say: "We become For older children" - the word "parents" means nothing to me personally. We were younger, now we are older. We are something more substantial in creating new life. Creators, teachers, guardians.

The news that I was pregnant was unforgettable for me. The feeling of being one of those green, barely sprouted ones spring buds on a bare branch. So much energy to grow, but still waiting for the sunlight of each day. The beginning was unexpectedly amazing for me. I had heard that there is nausea, but I never imagined that nausea or toxicosis can be such a serious test already in the first months. I had neither read nor heard that a mother had told about this to a wider circle of society. When I talk to the women in my family, I found out that my aunt had toxicosis throughout her pregnancy. I can only imagine how crazy it is, because I myself felt like a fermenting wine that is still getting bitter and bitter. At this point, all I could think about was nothing does not apply only to myself.

I am like the earth, in which a sprout sprouts and takes everything from me to be able to grow towards the sunlight.

This thought comforted me a lot, because deep down I felt that everything would be alright. However, time heals, time tames, time is one that can affect us in the long run. I focused on good thoughts and warmly received the support of my family provided by mom, a husband with good words and good thoughts. The husband was the biggest support during this time. These concerns deserve a separate story.

Sometimes with a more difficult start, you appreciate what is given. That's how my summer went. Barely, in great fatigue, exhaustion, but with a great desire to grow and prosper.

The sun was pampering and the kilos of strawberries eaten were a real source of energy at that time. I remember the time when my son was still a little boy was only the size of a strawberry. And then I, picking strawberries in the strawberry field, raised one to the sun, studied it and to myself I thought: "How will we grow? How will we prosper? It seems like there is still a long way to go, although you are growing in my pussy every day."

Autumn came and I went for walks every Monday along the banks of the Gauja. Nature is and has been my inspiration always, and there I began to feel from my heart the life that grows every day in me. I am also a nature that carries within me new life.

Right now I am the only world of this life.” The awareness that everything I do, think, feel is how I create the new life.

This awareness gave me a strong foundation to not be shy to sing my most beautiful songs in a loud voice. awareness of that there is so much in life that we can give up, that we have accustomed ourselves to with our thoughts, just because so need , but not obeying our feelings, which is the most, the most important thing in the path of our own destiny. But here - the forest sounded and a warm, warm feeling came over my body, so deep and true that I am two. Not alone anymore with my own feelings, but together with someone, together so much that each of my heartbeats echoes in the other.

My every vibration vibrates the new life that is growing in me. Unusually surprising and scary at the same time. Why are you afraid? Because you can't really feel something like that. There is a feeling that you are in such a shell or protection. As the world, what from the surrounding space guarded by another sphere. And the glow, just like the Halo effect, goes ahead of you. You are two and from now on you will be always. Everything that is needed will be taken from you. And will have to share every day.

The life force you feel is unimaginable.

A person is growing in my stomach. He has a soul. Already! Imagine? He already is. It is not that a person is born with a soul only when he is born - he is already in his mother's womb. And I am this man's universe and home . We we are one and from now on my life will be real because I will not allow any more deviations from the true nature of myself and who I am I am living it.

Winter came so white, so full, - exactly how I felt. Filled with life force, new will, peace and well-being. Never in my life had I felt so balanced and true, open and open to the world. I talked to the sun the sea, the blue sky and the baby for everything that is important to me, and I listened to the deep sounds of the sea, which I whispered his son's name - Leonard.

The first season of buds came - spring, and I was waiting to open up and flourish. Blooming is beautiful, but at the same time very painful. And that is my birth experience.  When you came to this sun, hearing it for the first time your voice, I cried with so much happiness, and I'm crying now as I write this, because nothing, nothing can be so disturbing and great at the same time, like experiencing a new life .”

“Look, your son Leonard “, the doctor's words, and the baby crying as he was laid on my chest, rhymed in a second. His breath became mine. I kissed his hands, his head, I kissed my baby, and my tears continued shed Welcome to this sun, Leonard! I blossomed, and light - love - poured into me like the first spring the rain refreshing the glorious blooming flowers.

Now I hold you in my arms and our worlds have met. A world within a world. Love you endlessly.

Author of the article: IEVA FLORENCE-VÍKSNE

Photo: ELÍNA UPMANE , ROBERTS АBOLTIņŠ

Read Ieva Florence's column:

• TRUST IN RELATIONSHIPS
• THE ART OF FORGIVING. FOR YOURSELF AND THE OTHER
• FRIENDSHIP AND COUPLE RELATIONSHIPS
• CONFIDENCE AND RELATIONSHIPS
• CONTROVERSY – ELEMENT OF THE UNIVERSE

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